What's the point of having an LJ if I can't angst on it?

[beckyh2112]

Even with the anti-depressants, I'm having to remind myself the current feeling of being in a hole is a) mostly because of headache and hormones, and b) not as bad as it used to be. I mean, my god, I am functional enough to make dinner. This is a miracle.

Comments

[spyridona.livejournal.com]

Adore you darling. I'll be back tomorrow both in texting range and AIM if you need me.

[floranna.livejournal.com]

Hugs. I know and I am there too ans I am so glad to know that you are still getting better.

[demonqueen666.livejournal.com]

It's always so aggravating when you know your own emotions are unreasonable, and yet you can't seem to shake them. But there's nothing you can do but keep on keeping on, until you can finally look back and sigh, going "wow what was that all about".

[karma-aster.livejournal.com]

Well, antidepressants do a lot of good, but sometimes it really can take a little while and experimentation to find a level/type that works best for you. The goal is to get you somewhere that you're doing the absolute best that you can.

And, no matter what medication you're on, if you're in a bad situation, you're gonna feel bad. So, if work is still causing craziness for you, it's tough to get out of feeling irritated and, yes, a bit despairing over it all.

Lord god, I take 225mg of Effexor a day and I STILL have my "No one's ever gonna love me and I'm never gonna do ANYTHING useful with my life!" days.

The important thing is to remember that you're working through it all and that this too shall pass. Also that you're a smart, funny, and highly-resourceful young woman who absolutely is going to come out on top in the end.

So, in conclusion, you're awesome beyond the telling of it, I adore you bunches, and you can totally grab me anytime you need to talk.