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What Would You Do?

If you had me alone... locked up in your room and I had to do whatever you wanted me to, what would you do with me? And nothing you write will be held against you. Reply and then repost this in your journal (if you feel like reposting). You might be surprised with the responses you get. They could make you laugh, smile, or something altogether different. Or perhaps not... ;-) ALL COMMENTS WILL BE SCREENED SO DON'T BE BASHFUL! Anonymous comments are also allowed...

Gah...

I plodded through all of my classes last week, even though there were a few days when I was closer to breaking down from depression than anything else. I wake up today, feel mentally and physically just peachy (except for my period, but I'll get through that), and yet I can't bring myself to go to any of my classes. I could barely bring myself to get lunch.

Fortunately, I can castigate myself to work on the paper I have to write, so I'm accomplishing something...

I just wish I knew what was wrong with me. I can handle "I don't wanna", I can handle grey malaise, I can handle it when vicious hacking fits make my boss want to send me home... But this is just- I cannot make myself leave my dorm for anything other than food.